you & i

Friday, January 23, 2009

*sigh* @ 12:59 PM

Those are the pictures i randomly picked from my album that we took on my off day.~ it was a karaoke nite with them~ had fun overall eventho there was some mood swings in me at the beginning~ but everything went well in the end~ hopefully to do more of it soon. =) hugs!

next, bowling guys/girls? hehes~ [ ehem, but i dunno how to play sia. how? ] haha!

2 more weeks for me to be at the airport...*sigh* now i feel like its going very fast n im not ready to leave~ shitz! YES, i was ready to leave at FiRST, but if u ask me to follow my HEART, its still there.~ why does this hafta happen when im about to leave~ *sigh*

this song have been goin thru repeating in my MIND, my HEAD, my HEART, my WINDOWS MUSIC PLAYER and my MP3...and everytime the song starts i think of euu and my heart drops.. i feel weak~ but after i took a long deep breath, i'll be ok~ it kips on repeating like that everytime i hear this song~

i dun wanna feel this way about euu. but i do~ IF ONLY i hadnt talk to euu, IF ONLY i hadnt got to know euu at first. this feelings wont grew~ oh yes, SHITZ HAPPENS! and im feeling this way all over again about a guy~ it hurts! yes, it does ALOT.~

i couldnt stop wasting my tears on euu whenever after i see euu n i criously shit cannot control my tears in the bus just now otw hum from airport~ i dont know whats wrong with me~ why am i having this feelings for euu eventho i know it wont happen~ :'(

anyways, thanks for EVERYTHING. im gonna miss euu for sure~ have a safe trip okay~ :) n hopefully u comes back b4 my last day or at least let me see u at werk b4 my last day... :)

ok, let me cool down~ HAIZ~

anws, werking tonite...hopefullly i could cheer myself up tonite at werk~ i need to get some sleep now. i dont wanna think of anything right now~ will update again some other time okay... :)

cheers! muahs!