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Thursday, August 13, 2009

morning story ... =) @ 8:07 AM

ok. its 8.07am in the morning and i still cant sleep yet. a lot of things have been going thru my head. i've been feeling lots of things lately. thinking about the past who i've been with n who i've loved. *sigh

right now i just feel like going to a beach n just write one by one names that are still stuck in my mind n threw it into the sea. haiz..

can i just talk about 3 guys who r still running thru my head n mind these days..

first. OH GOSH! i just cant say their names here. can i just name them some letters..

first guy. A. i've been with hym for i cant remember how long but i was happy being with him eventho hes actually attached. yeah, he was that time. but i dunno why i n him got together. sigh. i loved him, yes i really do. and i still do cares for him till today. hes never forgotten cuzs he's the guy who i never regret being with eventho in the end he actually chose his gf then me ... i miss him so much,i really do...

second guy. B. got together with him recently bud its sad cuz our relationship didnt last long. it was only for a week? i think. i used to loved him, but i still haf a lil piece of his heart in me. i tried to forget him, i did... it werks. he doesnt appear in my mind animore bud sadly, i wasnt strong enuff. when i start seeing him again, my heart became weak. suddenly the past came. arghh shit! i hate it wen that happen n then again, i had to try to forget him again. bud dun worry, i kept reminding myself that he doesnt love me n will never love me animore.. only that could keep me awake.. but like what i say i still haf a little piece of his heart in me. over 100% it should be around 30%? i guess. sigh*

third guy. C. tryin to forget the 2 guys, then suddenly came C in my mind. yerp, hes the guy i was talking about i had crush on. [ n people its only a crush ok, not more, so dun presume im in love with this C ok ] n still people doesnt noe who becuz i dont wanna tell. im just gonna let people say names... hes just a frend of mine, but i miss him everyday. oh gosh! whats happening to me sia? think back i cant be lyking him. seriously! no! i cant!! but when i start thinking of him, i miss him. arghh fark! i just wish i culd just see him from far n tak tegur pun tkpe sia. haiyah!

i know. ramai kan lelaki that are still goin thru my mind... but what i know the three guys that i still think till today will NEVER i be with (animore).... lets just hope everything fade away faster okeh? ((:

ok. can i make a SHOUT OUT that i LOVE my friends.

* my Gurrlfrend: Diyana aka Coffeetoon.
* my ally-eir partner : Lilmissnana.
* my royalties: Nisak n Laladolly.
* my Bc-ians friends : Winnie, Winky, Kiko, Rara n Mistake.
* my Ex-Bc-ians (lol) friend: Apeez.
* the rest of Ex-"BH": Syafiq,Yan,Haiqal,Zack,Boi,Darul.

* N Of course aku sayang kau FARZANA. lols!

i guess thats it for now. update again sum other time.

now nk gy karaoke. gf ajak go karaoke. buang tebiat kan? i know! lols!

chiows! peace!